Like behind every persons favourite song, there is an untold story



  After reaching over 1 million views on my blog this year i want to say thank you to all that has supported Fashion famed  , from my fans in America to my fans in Austrailia . We are a small community but i am constantly getting emails and letters saying how you love my blog and that touches me deep at heart .
 I  got this email last week from somebody in England  who sadly is not well and i guess this is why im showing you something that i wrote over the past year but never showed. Nobody knows who this is about and only the one writing the words will understand how she felt . It isnt for people to speculate , it isnt for  people to wonder why she shared it . Its for people to understand that just becasue it hurt doesnt mean you cant write it down. Time does not define what love is and thats what i want to get across to you guys . We all go through what i have wrote and even though its not a song i hope through words you can relate to  it  because like a persons favourite song there is an untold story that was  never told. So thanks ,


Dear you 
 . We all meet that one person .He could have walked across our path 1 year ago , 5 years ago or just yesturday . Before you let him whisper into your ear that you are forever , remember he has broken that promise before. And no matter how he claims how different you are remember that he has said that to the girl before you . And when people asked her why she stayed so long she would usually tell them she stayed until she couldnt take it anymore. And becasue the real reason why she stayed and kept trying was because she didnt want him to feel like she had given up on him , the way she had been given up in the past, no matter if he deserved it or not. People like you, even though we move on we dont forget.
Beneath her eyes lied a broken little girl who learned to get back up and not depend on anyone .She was torn  between what she was promised and expecting the reality of him not been able to deliver. In the end she chose herself and when they ask him about her today , he finds himself thinking about the short lived memories . That moment she will have forever as they lay there watching the screen. She hopes it aches him in regret as the truth hits him like a bullet . She loved him with honesty and yet he had the power to destroy her. And everytime she would hold her breath  repeating to herself one more chance but everytime he gave up and thats what fucked her up the most . How somebody who gives everything to someone who deserves nothing will always be the the question she will not be able to answer. When he showed his good side she would fall deeper and deeper but at the end she knew she would not survive the landing .
 So she woke up surely but slowly realising that giving up would let her grow strong enough to leave him behind . And thats what she did because in his hesitation she found her anwer.
xxxxxxxxx
yours sincerely

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